Category Archives: Texas

Alex, and his SDIT, Rottweiler “Meadow”

From our super trainer, Beverli, who is working with Client Alex, and his SDIT, Rottweiler “Meadow”. Alex has been diagnosed with spinal stenosis, osteoarthritis, spondylitis, sclerosis, depression, and anxiety. He has a permanent brace that he has to wear, and has to walk with a cane or a walker; sometimes when the pain is too much, he has to use a wheelchair. He needs help with balance and mobility and help with picking up items from the ground when he drops them.

Beverli writes:

“On our third session, we covered basic obedience; “sit”, “sit/stay”, “down/stay” (both while Alex was in sight and out of sight), and restaurant etiquette. We also walked through the mall, going into several stores and ate lunch in this very crowded environment. Meadow showed excellent improvement in all areas, especially “watch me”. She broke her “down/stay” while Alex was out of sight only a few times, so they will be working on that. Overall, both Alex and Meadow did a fantastic job in this very distractible environment.

Their homework is to continue working on the slow heel that Alex needs, working on staying under the table at all times while eating, and teaching “fetch” and “give” to help with object pick up for Alex.”

Veronica and Isaiah and their SDIT, “Shaggy!”

From our excellent trainer, Beverli, who is working with Veronica and her son, Isaiah, who suffers from Asperger’s Syndrome, and their SDIT, “Shaggy!” This was their second training session.
Beverli writes:

“We had our second training session today at Lowe’s. We specifically trained Shaggy’s now quick response to “sit, stay, down” from a walking position. We also worked on extended “down/stay” and “sit/stay” for 6ft+ (I like to challenge the team to do beyond what is necessary for the test). Shaggy’s heeling has made great improvement, as well as his “leave it”.

We also addressed other Service Dog tasks, such as calming Isaiah when he gets overstimulated in public, using the command “check your boy” when he started to get overwhelmed.

Areas that need to be addressed are mother Veronica’s ability to be Shaggy’s leader. She is very soft-spoken, so we will continue to work on it.

Other homework that was given for the next session was: “Stay” while out of sight, “sit while on a walk at random”, and “down on walk, at random”.

Carmen and SDIT Ollie

From our trainer Jackie, who is working with Carmen, who suffers from PTSD, anxiety, and panic attacks due to sexual assault, and her SDIT, “Ollie”.

3/8/15
SDIT Ollie recently joined SDE with handler Carmen. Ollie is a 5 year old Lab/Shiba Inu/Shar Pei mix, and yes, he is an interesting blend of stunning. Ollie was assessed for his capability to become a Service Dog for his handler, Carmen, who suffers from PTSD. Ollie already has passed the Canine Good Citizen Test, so has his basic commands down well. Ollie is very in tune with Carmen. The new team will begin working on more public exposure and re-enforcing Ollie’s current training.

3/16/15
Carmen and her SDIT for PTSD Ollie had their first session today. Carmen brought family members that she lives with to the training so that they could learn the do’s and don’ts related to Service Dogs. Additionally, we wanted Ollie to focus solely on Carmen despite distractions and despite the familiarity of others in the home. Carmen worked with Ollie on sitting and waiting at the end of every aisle. The younger children provided various distractions that Ollie had to work on ignoring. We worked on anticipating possible problems. For instance, Ollie is already has previous training and is in sync with Carmen. However, with a new role in her life, I encouraged Carmen to provide more hand signals and verbal feedback in advance regarding what tasks she wanted Ollie to perform. Ollie also worked on “leave it”, “stay”, and “recall.” The new team made great progress!

3/22/15
Carmen and her PTSD SDIT Ollie had their second session today. Again, Carmen brought a family member to continue to educate the family and to continue to work on Ollie’s ability to deal with focus and distractions. This session occurred at a local restaurant, which was only Ollie’s second time in an eating establishment. We continued to work on having Carmen providing continuous feedback to Ollie regarding what she needed from him and letting him know when he was on task. Ollie did great with “leave it.” He was very alert to everyone and everything around him. Carmen will continue to work on recognizing Ollie’s nonverbal communication to her. Ollie already has some natural alerting but will require some redirection in how to perform these tasks, and Carmen will begin working on noticing these behaviors more. Ollie responded very well in the eating establishment although he did get a little antsy when people walked by. Carmen and Ollie will continue to work on re-enforcing his commands in public settings.

Wounded Warrior Ryan, and his SDIT, “Shade”

From our trainer, Beverly, who is working with Wounded Warrior Ryan, and his SDIT, “Shade”. Ryan suffers from epilepsy and anxiety.

Beverly writes:

” This was the first appointment with Ryan and his new pup “Shade.” Shade is a very intelligent black lab who is bonding well with Ryan and fitting nicely into his family. His previous pup wouldn’t settle down and was causing more stress, so she was re-homed prior to him obtaining his new pup.

We worked on “Sit, Down, Watch Me and Leave it”. Shade picked up on all of them very quickly and did well during the session. Ryan will work in several short sessions throughout the day, since Shade is young (6 months) and he is a student (online) and home with her most of the day.

Since Shade is showing high intelligence and bonding well with Ryan, I believe she will quickly pick up on any chemical changes and will be easy to train to alert to seizures or anything else we ask of her. They make a great team!

UPDATE: They’ve worked together for 2 weeks on the above skills and Ryan says Shade is doing very well. We will meet on Wednesday for the next session to work on “heel, wait and stay”. I’m excited to see the progress and watch Shade and Ryan become a fantastic SD team!

Wounded Warrior Donny and SDiT Max

Laurie had a super session with Wounded Warrior, Donny, and his SDIT, Max!!! Max is the most amazing Sharpei mix you could imagine, initially rescued by Cherry Jenkins of In Dog We Trust. Donny suffers from a TBI and PTSD, but takes Max everywhere with him – they have such a strong bond that if Donny even goes outside for 10 minutes to work, Max will just watch him out the window and whine a little bit until he is reunited with Donny!

Laurie writes:

Our first session was at Donny’s home, and Max was already well-trained by Donny using the training manual. This time, we met at Petsmart in New Braunfels, and went through several different commands. Max was perfect, and Donny was so at ease with him! Max is always watching Donny and they have a beautiful bond. We did several meet and greets with adults and children while Max stayed in a perfect sit, met other dogs with whom Max got along easily, and even tied him to the shopping cart with no problems! Max heels beautifully. He always comes when called. We practiced sit/stays, down/stays, and squeezed all kinds of squeaky toys to see which frequencies really got Max’s head to perk up! It was so much fun! Max was not distracted by anything or anyone around him. Donny has done such a wonderful job training beautiful Max. Max received so many compliments from both staff and customers about how well-behaved he was! Donny always gives him lots of praise and love – and they snuggle up together at home and Max sleeps right next to Donny. Next trip – Walmart at a very busy time!!!!!!

CONGRATS TO ANGEL AND SD DOC -WUZZ UP!!

From our trainer, Kendra, in Houston, who has been training with Wounded Warrior, Angel, and her now SERVICE DOG, “Doc”! THEY PASSED THE PUBLIC ACCESS TEST!!!

Kendra writes:

“At our final session, I met Angel and her now Service Dog, Doc, at the mall for the PAT. We were originally just going to do a training session, but because Doc is so very smart and his mom had already had Doc trained by the time first met them, we only had a few things to work on. We worked a “stay” with Angel walking in circles around Doc and also a stay while Angel went out of Docs sight. After that, we did a walk through just to verify if Doc was indeed ready as I thought he was. He did great! He went through the PAT like it was nothing! We sat at the food court and dropped food directly on the floor right in front of him. We couldn’t help laugh because he really held back! You could tell he really wanted that biscuit but he didn’t get it. When we were ready to move on we did tell him he could have it for doing so awesome! He did meet and greets, we made tons of noise, from ramming a buggy into that metal gate, to dropping my clip board behind him as he was walking. He is a pro! He will serve him Angel well! I am so proud of both of them!”

Doc, Trainer Kendra and Angel

Rhonda and SDiT Tank

Laurie had the most incredible first meeting with new client, Rhonda, and her SDIT, “Tank”. Rhonda and Laurie had tried getting together for a very long time for training, and finally, we had our first session.

Laurie writes:

Rhonda suffers from several medical conditions, including a heart condition with a pacemaker due to cardiomyopathy. She often has pain and some anxiety, but her AMAZING Staffordshire Terrier, Tank, is SO bonded with her, that he responds to her whenever she feels unwell physically or emotionally. When I met Rhonda, it was like meeting someone you have known all your life. She is absolutely beautiful both inside and out. Rhonda has such a passion for animals – especially those in shelters and rescues – and although she cannot work due to her medical condition, she spends all the energy she can helping out dogs and cats in need with local rescues and raising truly amazing children as a single mother. She just has one of those “auras” about her that is filled with light and love.

When I arrived, I was greeted by both Rhonda and Tank. Rhonda and I talked for quite some time, and we went through the basic commands with Tank – she had taught them all to Tank herself!! Tank, with his beautiful bright green eyes and soft coat knew “sit”, “down”, “controlled load and unload”, “heel”, “sit/stay”, “down/stay”, “come” (he will need a bit of work on that as Rhonda has quite a bit of land and when Tank runs, he RUNS!), “watch me”, let me pet him all over, put my hand in his mouth, is wonderful with children, other dogs, their cat, and never met a stranger he didn’t love! But he loves Rhonda so very much. It will only take a couple more sessions before Tank complete his Public Access Test. He already has a beautiful vest, with a pouch indicating all of Rhonda’s medical information clipped to it.

I cannot wait for our next session together, and I know Rhonda and I have already formed a friendship that I hope lasts for a very, very long time!

Noelle and SDiT Hazel

From our trainer, Brenda, who is working with client Noelle. She writes the following:

“We worked on sit/stay/come, and down/stay. I had her start with her SDIT, Hazel, at one end of the house and had her repeat sit, stay, and come commands, while trying to get further away from her and getting her to stay longer. By the time we were done with that, Noelle could get several feet away from Hazel, who would stay until she gave her the come command. We then worked again on getting her to “down” and stay in a “relaxed” pose without bouncing right back up. We praised Hazel with petting and words of encouragement for staying. By the time I left, Hazel was lying down and staying put while we talked. Noelle is going to save a can filled with noisy items to shake to help with getting Hazel’s attention back, and will keep following up with what we were working on.

At our next session, we started off outside taking a walk so I could see how Hazel was heeling with Noelle in and out of her wheelchair. Hazel was pulling her a little and trying to veer off, so I advised Noelle to keep Hazel very close to her and to tell her No Hazel, heel, and pull her back to the correct position. I also had her stop and tell Hazel to sit when she wanted to, which she did well. Hazel was getting distracted easily by many things outside; bugs, leaves falling, shadows moving. When we took a break while Noelle’s mom got her wheelchair, I had Noelle give Hazel the down and stay commands, but Hazel kept jumping right back up and wouldn’t get into a relaxed pose with the distractions, so I thought it best we work on that and getting Hazel to be focused on Noelle. When we would get her to lay down, I would have Noelle pet/praise Hazel to try and get her relaxed. If Hazel would bounce back up right away and then get distracted, I had Noelle use the can to get her attention, give her the “watch me” command, then repeat the down/stay. It took a little bit of work, but then Hazel FINALLY got it, and by the time I left, Hazel was lying at Noelle’s feet, in a completely relaxed pose, even when one of her parents would come walking up to us with a purposeful distraction! Noelle was to split up working with her inside and outside to get her use to minding with distractions.

Trainer Brenda, Noelle and Hazel

Hazel can be a tough cookie, but I advised Noelle to be even tougher! Once she gives Hazel a command, she MUST follow through and make Hazel do it, no matter how long it takes, or Hazel will figure out that she doesn’t really need to mind.

Wounded Warrior, James and Service Dog, Sadie

Laurie had an amazing training session with Wounded Warrior, James, who was paired with Service Dog, Sadie. James said Sadie has fit into their family perfectly. He takes her to work at San Antonio Military Medical Center every day, and Sadie is an absolute wonder for all the patients he cares for. James also gets to take long breaks with Sadie to take her for walks on the base grounds when his anxiety gets too high. So far, James has only been working with Sadie, who knows all commands, at home and at work. Sadie sleeps with James and consistently wakes him from his night terrors. Sadie also alerts James and his wife if their child is crying or not sleeping well!

Laurie writes:

We had our first public training session at Petsmart. James’ PTSD and TBI are so severe that he has not been able to go to public places other than work without his wife and Sadie with him. So this was an extreme challenge for him. When I met James outside of Petsmart, he was sitting with Sadie in a cover, already in a full-blown panic attack – sweating, feeling lightheaded, etc. I stayed with them outside for quite some time, and explained to him that this panic attack is absolutely normal and expected for someone with his conditions. I helped him do some deep-breathing exercises, had him focus on Sadie and pet her until he had calmed down a bit. He said he felt like leaving, but he didn’t want to give up. I was so proud of him! I promised him that we would go very slowly in Petsmart, and that any time he started to panic, we would step to a quiet area so that he could breath and focus on Sadie, letting her know he needed her.

We entered Petsmart slowly, with Sadie waiting at the door until James told her to “go through”. Then we walked around the edges of Petsmart slowly, letting James get comfortable with the amount of people and dogs there. Luckily, it wasn’t very crowded, and James said that that helped. He kept saying he was still anxious, but I reminded him that I was right beside him, and Sadie, who is always eying her surroundings, would always alert James if there were anything he should worry about. One huge trigger for James is children, due to his past experiences in battle. He loves them, and wants to conquer this fear he gets because he immediately goes into a flashback. The first thing we did was make an appointment for Sadie to get a furminator treatment for her coat. I had James come into the small grooming area, which was crowded, and let him stand in the corner with Sadie in a front cover while I made the appointment for him. I kept checking with him to see if he was OK with a thumb’s up, and he did great.

Next, we just started going up and down the aisles slowly, found a collar where Sadie stayed in a perfect heel, and practiced just walking and having James walk by people and other dogs calmly. When people would ask if they could pet the dog, James actually said absolutely, put Sadie in a “sit/stay”, and James and Sadie did perfectly! The more we walked and talked, the calmer you could see James becoming. We did several meet and greets with other dogs, and Sadie was a perfect lady even with the dogs that would bark or jump. James was so proud of her!! We picked out some items for Sadie, looked at the birds and fish, and actually, James was able to do a meet and greet with a child! He was beaming after accomplishing that.

James and I talked about how things were going at home, because I noticed that while Sadie performed perfectly, and responded so wonderfully when James would squat down and give her love, their seemed to be a bit of distance between them. So I asked James about what happens when he gets home from work and is frustrated or angry about something. He said he usually goes out onto the back porch alone and sits there, leaving Sadie inside, because he doesn’t want Sadie to get upset. I explained to him that it was Sadie’s JOB to be there during those difficult times. She needs to see him when he is feeling at his worst – Sadie can handle that – because that it what creates the bond. He agreed to make sure just he and Sadie spend that time together alone, so that Sadie can feel his moods and comfort him. Sometimes, James also said that he retreats to his room when he is feeling bad, so that he doesn’t take it out on his family. I asked him if he takes Sadie in there with him every time. He again said no, because he didn’t want to upset Sadie. We talked a long time about why it is desperately important that he include Sadie when he feels this way, because that is her job, and she needs to know that James needs her during those difficult moments and will provide comfort. This is so essential to the bonding.

James understood, and said he would do this, instead of letting Sadie just be in another room with his wife and child and their puppy, Colby (who loves to play with Sadie).

When we finally left Petsmart, I mentioned to James that he had survived an entire hour in Petsmart and DID IT!!!! I hugged him and told him how proud I was that he did it. He was proud, too!!!!! I told him some jokes when we left and although he said he would sit in his car a bit to decompress, I reminded him to focus on Sadie and give her love and treats!!!!

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WONDERFUL news from our former trainer and client, dear Julia

WONDERFUL news from our former trainer and client, dear Julia, who suffers from Addison’s Disease. She had wonderful Misty, who detected her cortisol levels consistently, but Julia had to rehome Misty with someone she knew for an entire year because her apartment complex would not allow her Service Dog – despite all the information we sent them. They are together again!!! Julia writes:

Hi Service Dog Express!

I just wanted to update you on Misty and IShe’s back home with me after battling the rental company. I finally got a doctor to sign the form they required! After being a year apart, she remembers everything about me, my husband, and our two kitties. She also very in tune with my 5 month old daughter! Not only does Misty still alert me when my cortisol is low, she now will wake me up if she hears my daughter crying on the monitor. She’s gotten a lot better about scratching my arm when alerting. Now she just grunts and licks my face!

I also wanted to share my story and my fundraiser for Addison’s Disease! Please feel free to share on your Facebook page my story, fundraiser and picture of Misty May. Thank you guys for everything you do.

“To make a long story short, I’ve had Addison’s Disease for 2 years now. I’m 23 years old and feel like a 70 year old woman. Now that I know everything there is to know about Primary Addison’s Disease, I can truly say that my adrenal glands have been dying my whole life. I’ll start out by explaining my tiring childhood.

December 1991 – September 2012

All my life most people have asked me what it’s like to be a twin. My response was always the same; what’s it like to not have a twin? Growing up with a twin was different and kind of hard. People liked to compare us often. My twin was considered the “advanced one”. She was very driven and enthusiastic about school. She enjoyed learning, orchestra, and sports. She was the student that would get outraged about getting anything but an A+… But me? I was the completely opposite. I did enjoy orchestra, yes, but I wasn’t trying to become a professional violinist. School was never the place I wanted to be; I slept through most of high school and got excited if I got a D- to pass the class. My mind often wandered and I doodled in my notebook.

When I hit high school, my mom and I decided that maybe going to a private school would be the better choice for me. My twin decided to continue to Public High School. I soon found out private school was even worse because the classes were designed for college prep. I obviously could not keep up and as a result I failed a lot of my classes. My mom finally got me to a psychologist and he diagnosed me with ADHD. I was immediately put on Focalin. That drug made me too focused. I could block out any teacher, and focus on anything I wanted to instead of the material. Needless to say, my freshman year was a waste and I went back to public high school with my twin. I stopped taking the Focalin because it would take all the brain power out of me that about 2 o’clock in the afternoon I would pass out and couldn’t function the rest of the day. I went through the rest of high school barely passing classes and almost didn’t graduate. I hated every moment of high school. People and teachers made me feel worthless; and I started to believe them.

To make another long story short, I was in an abusive relationship with a man for two years. I was so focused on trying to fix this relationship that I was not on speaking terms with my twin sister and my relationship with my parents was very strained to say the least. It was a rough and emotional time for me and for my family. The following summer, I started a community college and I told myself that I was done with people’s rude comments and I was going to do this and bust my butt trying to pass these classes. I also began a part-time job as a front desk agent with my twin sister at a local hotel in town. I also helped with housekeeping and breakfast on occasions.

August 2012

I finally had it one day, I broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years and called my parents. I apologized and told them everything. I wanted to just come home. Without any questions, my parents came and helped pack my bags and put my things in boxes and I left and never looked back. I continued going to college and working at the hotel. I didn’t like living at home with my parents again; it felt like a repeat of high school.

I was really lonely during this time. While I was dating him, I really hurt my twin a lot and she didn’t want to be around me anymore. That broke my heart. I went in and out of a depressive state. I finally had had enough and told myself that I deserved more. So something inside of me told me to get on an online dating site and make a profile. Within the next week, I had met my future husband, Jimmy I was happy again. A man in the Army with his life together, with no criminal background, no smoking, no drugs – nothing! Hooray! I kept a secret for a while from my parents. Most sane people would need time to get over a two year relationship, but with an abusive relationship; it’s just different. Jimmy was this beacon of light in my life and I was never going to let that go. Jimmy was stationed at an Army base 4 hours away. He drove up to my hometown to meet me the next weekend. We had a blast and he made me happy. So he eventually met my parents and Jimmy and I a drove back a forth every other weekend to be with other; along with Skype during the weekdays.

September 2012

Jimmy asked me to be his girlfriend in September! I was tickled pink! Going to college full time, having a part-time job, and driving back and forth to jimmy was becoming exhausting. I felt extra tired – like I had run a marathon the day before. I felt like things were becoming easier emotionally, I was happy, and of all thing – I was losing weight! What girl doesn’t want to lose weight!? I weighed 178 in August. I now weighed 161 without doing any exercise.

October – November 2012

This is when my body began to change. I was taking some sick days because I was throwing up some, but I just assumed I had the flu or ate something bad. Towards the end of November, I had my wisdom teeth removed. My face was really swollen. And it took me over a week to go back to work and school. My twin got her wisdom teeth removed a week or so later, and it only took her three days to recover. Once again, I was the freak who took too long to do everything. The puking increased after my surgery. I never really threw up food, it was more foamy white clear junk. I really just thought I kept getting the flu. I weighed 152 now. I remember visiting Jimmy on base one weekend. He lived on the third floor in the barracks. I remember getting extremely winded trying to keep up with Jimmy, walking to his room. When we got to the stairwell, I passed out on the 2nd floor set of stairs. My vision went completely black. I woke up in Jimmy’s arms. Jimmy had to carried me up the 3rd floor set of stairs and to his room. I remember not doing much the rest of the weekend – I think we just watched movie after movie.

December 2012

In December, I began working a lot less and calling in a lot. I almost stopped going to class completely. I usually was only going to my night classes (Which I was failing too.) I had bought a plane ticket to fly across the country to meet Jimmy’s parents for Christmas. That trip just about killed me. I had never had so much anxiety or fearfulness about being in a airplane. I think it was because I was trying not to throw up on the gentleman next to me in the worlds dinkiest plane. I remember getting there; I threw up in the airport bathroom. I felt so bad, like I was hiding something from Jimmy. I felt so dizzy that I had to lay down in the back of Jimmy’s car on the way to his parent’s house. That entire trip I slept a lot. I couldn’t keep up with Jimmy and his family while walking through the mall. I asked to sit down a lot. I was extremely dizzy, my vision would go in and out. I drove back with Jimmy home, I slept even more in the car. Now my hair started to fall out – in golf ball sizes.

January 2013

In January, Jimmy asked me to marry him. I was more than happy. I slowly became worse, throwing up 4-10 times a day. My twin lived up north about 2 hours away with my Aunt. I went up one weekend to hang out. I slept almost of the whole time. I felt so sick and dizzy, that I couldn’t drive my car back home. My parents had to come get me. My aunt told my mom that something else was going on with me. My aunt mentioned how dark my knuckles were and that my skin was yellow. I weighed 138 now and I had absolutely no appetite and had bald spots in my hair. I remember staring off into space a lot and having the occasional feeling of being in a earthquake – even though I wasn’t moving at all. When my parents picked me up, we made the 21/2 hour trip back to our home and my mom took me directly to the emergency room. I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism. I was given a prescription and was told to see my primary doctor. I went to the doctor the next day and they looked at the emergency room report and agreed it was hypothyroidism. I left with the medication with the understanding that sometimes it takes awhile to get the dosage correct. I felt good for about 3-4 days and then it all started again. I went back to the doctor and they changed the dosage of the medicine and said it could take up to 30 days for the medicine to have the results they wanted. Again, in about 3-4 days I was sick again. this time the doctor could not get my blood pressure to regulate and noticed that my muscle mass was quickly deteriorating. the doctor suggested I get some Ensure to add calories and nutrients to my diet. Things continued to get worse. The medication wasn’t helping. My Mom wanted me to go back to the doctor, but I was sick of the doctor and wanted to give it the 30 days they doctor had indicated.

February 2013

By now, I no longer could travel to go see Jimmy; so he came to me. My boss at work took me off the schedule until “I felt better” and I completely stopped to going to college. My mom could not understand how I could be so distant from planning my own wedding and questioned me as to if I was sure if I wanted to get married. She didn’t know what was going on with me. I stayed in my room and slept all day. I just got engaged – shouldn’t I be excited? I was emotionless and I just wanted to sleep. I was still getting worse. My mom took my to the ER this time. I was rehydrated and told to see my primary doctor again. After that, I went straight back to throwing up and no appetite. It now was the norm for me to be in bed for 10-15 hours a day with a towel and a puke bucket next to my bed. I started to lose my muscles in my legs and arms. I had to use my sheets to pull myself up out of bed and I would crawl on my hands and knees to get to the bathroom. I lived on the second story of my parents house. I never went downstairs. I had a box of saltine crackers and a water bottle I would fill up in the morning. I was literally dying and had no idea.

March 2013

Jimmy and I were to be married in March. We were going to have a private wedding since I didn’t feel well. A week before our wedding, I called our Pastor and told him we will have to postpone because I couldn’t even walk down the aisle. On March 24th, 2013, my mom wanted me to return to the emergency room because I was obviously not well and deteriorating. the morning of March 25, 2013, my mom came to check on me upstairs before she left for work and found me covered in puke and not able to get up. Mom contacted my older sister, who was in nursing school and told her we were going to the ER again. My older sister explained she had finally found the disease that caused the skin to darken and discolor and told my mom to print off the information and take it with her because it is a rare disease that is not well known. I collapsed and passed out. Mom called my Aunt who lives near by and they both got me downstairs and rushed me to the hospital. I remember sitting in the ER waiting room in a wheelchair. I couldn’t hold up my head. I was a limp rag doll. No thought in my head – nothing. Just sitting in the wheelchair with my head fallen forward. No muscles to hold anything up. Worse part was Jimmy was on his way to our house to come visit. He had no idea what was going on. I weighed 119 pounds. Last time I was that small, I was ten years old. They immediately took me back when they took my blood pressure. I was two points away from being in a coma. The emergency team could not understand why my blood pressure would not stabilize like it should. They asked my mom was there something they needed to know. Mom pulled out the information she had printed off about Addison’s Disease and gave it to the doctor. The doctor immediately took the information and contacted someone, we don’t know who, but he came back with two vials of life giving medication – Prednisone. I was admitted to ICU and the blood work began. I was on bag after bag after bag of saline to keep me hydrated. The doctors came back and told me that along with my deathly low blood pressure, my potassium was incredibly off the charts low as well as my sodium levels. After doing a cortisol and ATCH blood test, my blood work was ordered and shipped to Mayo clinic. (My twin sister was also tested and blood work shipped to Mayo clinic. Since we are twins, she has a 70% chance of getting Addison’s as well. So, she will be monitored for any signs of Addison’s for the rest of her life.) Jimmy arrived at our house and called my cell phone to ask where everyone was. I told him I was in ICU. He drove over and stayed by my side until the nurses told him visiting hours were over. I spent the night listening to my my machines beeping and leg boots compress my legs over and over. I didn’t sleep. I couldn’t wrap around my head what had just happened; That months had just flown by and they my doctor said I would’ve have died. The next morning, Jimmy, my mom, my dad, and my older sister were in my room when my ICU doctor came in and asked to shake my older sister’s hand. We asked why? He said, “ She saved your life, Julia. Addison’s Disease wasn’t on my radar.” He continued to explain what Addison’s Disease is and that I will have to take steroids the rest of my life. I remember not even knowing my jaw had dropped to the floor. I didn’t understand. What the heck is an adrenal gland? I’m chronically sick? What!? He left and told me that he’ll get my meds going and I should be able to leave later that day. They injected my steroids into my IV and I felt better within the hour. I had energy again and I had lots to say. Everyone left and it was just Jimmy and I. I remember crying my heart out and asking Jimmy if he still wanted to marry me now that I have a lifelong chronic illness. He giggled and said we hadn’t said our vows yet, but “for better or for worse” applies here. I truly love him with all my heart. I had to walk with a cane for the next week or so while I regained my muscles. My knees were like jelly, literally, they bent backwards.

April 2013 – January 2014

Losing 60 pounds in under 6 months was scary. I was a size 12 and was a size 2 when I left the hospital. Everyday I gradually got better. I ate more and saw my endocrinologist monthly. He had me on Prednisone and Fludrocortisone. Jimmy and I got married on April 13th, 2013. It was a beautiful day. (Even though my dress didn’t fit me) I took the rest of April to regain my strength and pack up my things to move to base to live with Jimmy. In May, I decided to cut all my hair off. It was still falling out and I got sick of dealing with it. Since then, Jimmy and I continued enjoying life as newlyweds and I saw my Endocrinologist every 3 months and got blood work done; adjusting my medication as needed. We got orders to a new duty station and the Army sent us on our way. It was very emotional saying goodbye to my family. They saved my life. We got two cats and I got my first full-time job. I gave up on college. One of the side effects of prednisone is unexplained anxiety. Doctors tried putting me on more meds to help. They made me insane and I didn’t get know who my husband was. Needless to say, I went looking for alternative way to help with my anxiety. After researching online, I found a Service Dog Company that helps with psychological and physical disabilities. It turns out that they have dogs that they train to detect when cortisol is low and dogs that help with anxiety. In January 2013, I was given Misty, a five year old black lab! She has saved my life multiple times. She also knows how to help me with mobility when I’m having a Addison’s Crisis. She comforts me with my anxiety cause by the side effects of the steroids.

Febuary2014 – October 2014

In February, I began get sick again like I did before. I was throwing up, the bucket next to my bed, and I was missing work again. I was losing weight quicker this time. I couldn’t keep my meds down. I tried saltine crackers, I tried crushing my meds up and trying to drink them. I threw up everything. I went back to the doctor – turns out I was pregnant! I was admitted into the Army hospital for dehydration 8 times during my first trimester. Nothing like spending a month in the hospital, right? In April, we found out that my husband was going to be deployed to Afghanistan. I was not getting any better and now he was going to leave. We decided that it would be best if I were to move back home to be with my parents while he was away. So in May, my parents flew down to come get me. It was nice to be back home with my doctors that already knew my story. But now we had a problem – They had never had a addison’s patient that was this young and now pregnant! I had lots of extra ultrasounds and my doctor decided to switch me from prednisone to hydrocortisone. I had lots of heartburn and heart palpitations while i was pregnant. from my knees down i was very swollen and had to wear compression hoses often and couldn’t stand for more than an hour. It was literally a waiting game until November. Jimmy’s Sargent let him come home early to see our baby born.

November 2014 – Present Day

I got my old endocrinologist back and decided to get the same doctor that delivered my older sister’s baby. Well, I learned something. When you have a rare disease – you get all the doctors in the office on your chart! Because my doctors had never had a patient with Addison’s, i got Cushings Syndrome really bad, because my steroid dose was way too high. I got purple striae (purple stretch marks) on my under arms, thighs, butt, stomach, back and some of my calves. I also had a “buffalo hump” on the back of my neck and had a extremely round face. On Nov 3rd, I sat down on my mother’s couch to watch the football game and my water broke. We rushed to the hospital where I went into labor. I was only 4 cm dilated when my baby wasn’t taking the contractions well. Her heart rate kept falling. Once the contractions starting getting stronger, my body started to fail. My blood pressure wouldn’t stay stable. So my doctors decided on a Emergency C-section. My baby girl was born the following morning with her daddy getting to be the first one to hold her! Recovering was the absolute worse thing I have ever gone through. I gained 70 pounds during my pregnancy.I felt like a overweight jelly blob with no strength to even sleep. The stress of the c-section put all of pressure on my legs – which were weak to begin with. I got to go home two days later. I had a lot help from my twin and my mom. I had to walk with a cane and lean against walls for the first few days. I literally cried every time I knew I had to take a shower. I still get nausea thinking about my incision on my bikini line. My husband did most of the work at night – changing her diaper and such. I was just trying to recover. My husband had to help my put on my pants for the first two weeks after giving birth. My daughter is worth all the pain I went through. I love her. Currently, I’m now a stay-at-home-mom. I truly can’t work anymore. It’s not worth get hospitalized over and over and stressing myself out into a crisis. So I hang out with my service dog, Misty and my daughter and two cats. I focus on the little things in life and do big things when I can. I enjoy my crafting and music. I sometime have to be selfish and think about myself first. I have to ask myself often: “Can I physically do this or will I regret it later?” Taking a shower, doing a load of laundry and taking care of my daughter is enough for one day. But everyday is a blessing from God.”